An update and upcoming dates

Hey guys it’s been a while! Thank you for sticking with me while I’ve been so silent. My personal life has been like a roller-coaster over the last few years and it has took its toll on my creativity. But I am back writing! The words are flowing and I’m managing to carve out a…

A narcissist’s game

I don’t get much writing done lately. Well not anything suitable for a romance novel anyway. There is no romance left in me. There’s too much hate. And sorrow, and rage. Blood boiling rage.

A reminder to myself

I wrote the below blog post a while ago. I’ve not had chance to post it, with everything going on at the MOMENT. But today I took a second to read it, and decided to post it as a reminder to myself. That whilst everything seems dark and unbearable, there have been bright days. I…

Fear

Fear is something I live with almost daily now.  Fear I’m not enough, fear I’m going to fail, fear of being homeless, of not being able to provide for my children. When my husband left, I felt heartbreak first, then came bone chilling fear. At first it was a niggling emotion at the back of…

The Start of a whole new chapter

2018 has arrived, and with it the opportunity to turn over a new leaf, and set new goals. The first week of my year took a not so lovely turn as I began violently throwing up on January the 1st. I’d like to say I’d spent New Years eve partying but alas I’m a breastfeeding…

2017

As the year comes to a close I reflect back on 2017. I’d like to say it’s been a happy year but it really hasn’t. There have been happy moments but mostly 2017 was a year of pain, and tears. 2017 was the year I knew my marriage was over. It was the year I…

Pregnancy & Veganism

My life seems to be all about change at the moment, and while some of those changes have been heartbreaking, there are some exciting ones also.

It’s been a while…

Hey! So it has been months since I’ve blogged, and well from my last post I’m sure most of you can forgive me for the absence. I’d like to write that my life and marriage turned itself around but that’s not the case. Sometimes I honestly feel like he’s been gone forever, and other times…